Pratigya

It is another story of a girl coming to city in search of a better life and getting it after a lot of troubles. The only big twist is that the girl was born as a boy. This story begins at the temple in Pramod's village. Although Pramod was not at all religious, he still went to temple as it was a place where lot of people from city came everyday. It was here that he met Vishika. Vishika was a very pretty girl who had decided to come to this temple everyday for the whole month. She came in the morning and did pooja till the evening. Pramod used to watch her everyday for a week. He even started following her whole day and just kept staring at her the whole time. Vishika also noticed him as he used to just stand and stare at her. So finally she decided to talk to him. Pramod instead of being a gentleman decided to show a bad boy type image. He started to flirt with her, even after repeatedly being told not to. After their initial introduction.



Pramod started eve teasing Vishika everyday as she went into the temple and came outside. This went on till another week. Vishika had become angry and told about all this to her elder brothers. So next day her elder brothers came with her.

Pramod had no idea that today Vishika was not alone. He as always went to her and told her she was looking pretty and has she dressed specially for him. Then she said no but she had brought someone specially to meet him and called her brothers. Looking at the brother Pramod got afraid and started to run. He ran towards the road and was chased by vishika's brothers. Pramod continuously peeked behind to see if the brothers were still following him and so did not see the car that came and hit him.



Pramod was taken to the hospital where the doctors told that as a glass piece has cut into his testis and infected them. They will have to be removed. It was Vishika's brothers who had brought him to hospital. Vishika believed herself to be responsible for the accident. She wanted to help Pramod. So the doctor told her that as the testis have been removed from the body, the male hormone production has stopped. Thus his body will undergo changes that would make him somewhere between male and female. The only possible way to handle the situation was to perform surgery and completely transform his body into a girl. This way Pramod would be able to live his life as a girl instead of suffering mixed gender issues in the body.

Thus Vishika paid for the sexual reassignment surgery of Pramod, who was operated to become Pratigya. She also took care of Pratigya in the hospital. She took her home and also taught her everything a girl her age should know. When Pratigya was finally comfortable living as a girl. She called her home.



Pratigya's family already knew about the operation and how their son was going to return as a daughter after 2 months in the hospital and Vishika's house. Vishika had also supplied increased dosage of female hormones to Pratigya to speed en the change and recovery. So Pratigya's family was curious to know how Pratigya would look now. Pratigya's mother was very happy to have another daughter. Pratigya's dad had already made peace with the truth that he had lost his son in an accident and gained a daughter. He still felt strange while talking to Pratigya on phone as he realized this feminine voice belongs to his new daughter. Pratigya's sister had always wanted a sister instead of a brother. Her wish had been completed. She had been making all the plans to go dress shopping and parlor visits that they would now go together.



When Pratigya arrived at her house, she was welcomed by everyone in the family. Her mother and sister had really like her. They had decided it was their duty now to teach Pratigya things she needed to learn to be a ideal wife. She had to be taught all the household chores. She was trained so that she could be married to some rich guy who would take care of all her needs. Pratigya's father thought her change was only for the better. For Pramod was a useless guy who would never have found a good wife. While as Pratigya, she turned out to be very beautiful and had really learned her lesson. Pratigya had given huge dedication and effort to learning everything about being a wife. She had even started visiting the same temple but this time to pray to God instead of flirting with girls.



His family's hope became true as a city guy saw her in the temple and fell in love with her due to her beauty. He followed her home and talked to Pratigya's parents about marrying her. He even said that he will manage the entire marriage in the city and he did not want any dowry. This was a golden deal for Pratigya's parents as they had two daughters to marry and this way they would really be able to marry Pratigya's sister easily without having huge financial burden. The only issue was that the guy had to return back to the city. He wanted them to send her to the city first. After making all the preparations for marriage he would call them also to come. So he left that day back to city.



After two days Pratigya was made ready to go into the city. She did a lot of shopping and was given a lot of tips. This was first time she would be traveling alone as a girl. So everyone was concerned for her. His parents could not believe they were sending their daughter away from them. They had started to love their new daughter and really wanted her to stay with them forever. Still customs demanded that daughter had to be send away as bride to fulfill her destiny in life.

This was the time that Pratigya's real problem started. When the guy found that Pratigya can never become a mother, he said no to the marriage. Pratigya was left without any place to go in the city. So she tried to get a job. The only job she was able to get was as an office secretary. She had to attend to the calls and demands of her boss for the entire day. They also provided her with accommodation.



Pratigya really found her way in life as she fought everyday problems that a city girl has to face, when living in the city alone. She had to listen to all the flirty remarks and eve teasing without reacting much as she had to protect herself in office and outside. In the office a lot of clients and guests use to stare at her and sometimes ask her lewd questions like did she sleep with anyone in the office. Although because of her beauty she could always get some guy in office to do some work for her. With time she learned to manage people. She knew how to react to everything anybody did. She had also settled well in her lifestyle. She got up early daily, prepared food, cleaned the room, clean her own dishes and clothes, get ready to go to office, take a bus and while returning from office she would shop for groceries and essentials.



She had finally found peace in her life. Then Mohit came to her office. Mohit had been transferred from another city. He was a widower with 2 kids, a 2 year old boy and a three year old girl. The moment he came into the office Pratigya's heart had started to beat faster. She knew this guy was special. In the next few days she tried her best to grab the attention of Mohit. Even Mohit liked her a lot as she was the ideal traditional girl whom he wanted as a wife. It was not long before they started dating and talking to each other a lot. Even the kids liked Pratigya very much. Mohit did not have any parents and only a sister Asmita who also approved of Pratigya as her future sister-in-law. So the happiness after the struggle finally arrived as Mohit proposed to Pratigya for marrying her.



It was during the engagement when everyone was here, including Vishika and her family, Pratigya's relatives and old friends. This got Pratigya to finally think how her entire life had changed because of an accident. She still remembered her life as a guy before her accident. She remembered how after accident she had found it difficult initially to dress up as a girl. She had struggled to remember the change in pronouns and grammar as now she had to speak like a girl and from girl's prospective. How even today sometimes she could make a mistake. She could not forget the day when her hormones had kicked in and she had her first female orgasm. She would always remember time spent with her mother, her sister and Vishika as they taught her to be a girl and wife.



Then came the happiest day of her life. The day she married and became a wife.


After marriage Pratigya found her perfect life. She now managed the house and children. There was a time she thought she could not even survive as a girl and now she was a wife and a mom. She found a best friend in her sister-in-law and a perfect mate in her husband.

College taught me change

I, Sharan Singh was not a strong fellow and thus was often harassed by guys in my class. This inclined me towards talking to girls more and more, as they were always friendly and understanding. In the end of second year I had made a lot of girl friends in college and was not so close to any of the male friends. It was while attending marriage of one of my close friends Deshna that my life changed completely in college. This is my story of how my life changed and how i graduated not as Sharan but Shruti Singh. 

The wedding was at Deshna's home which belonged in a village 80 kms away from nearest city. She is the daughter of a rich zamindar and thus her family held a lot of repute in the village. I was her only male friend in college as her family had told her to strictly keep away from boys in college. We both wanted me to attend the wedding but she knew if I went to her village she will get scolded and i may still not be allowed to attend. Being the village zamindar her father had lot of goons and he was reputed to get angry at someone and having him beaten up. All this fear of her father made it clear to me no boy could attend the wedding as her friend. We both were disheartened. Until the girls came to a plan while discussing the problem among each other. For the first time in my life my lean figure could be helpful.

It was Divya who came to me with the plan saying that it was the only way i can attend the wedding. She told me that she had seen it work in the television and movies. She wanted me to dress up as a girl for the whole week of the wedding. Even after thinking a lot we could not find any other solution. Thus i had to give in to Deshna's plea and Divya's demands. 

We had lot of preparation to make so i told my family that i would be gone for two weeks even when the marriage was only a week long. My family knew how close friends we were so they had no problems. For the first day we went to beauty parlor belonging to one of friends. We went after the official hours so that we had the entire place to ourselves.

All the girls were there to help me. So all the girls had plenty of ideas on how to feminize me completely. They were arguing a lot. So I told them let each of them decide on one thing they wanted to change about me which they think made me look like a boy and they could change it to look like a girl. So the girls made a list took a object of their choice and started to work. The problem was now I could not say no to any one girl as it would hurt her feeling and also restart the argument. So when one of the girls came and that she had decided to wax all the hair in my body and thread all facial hair. I had to suffer all the pain. They had put a ball in my mouth to prevent me from screaming which also allowed them to do whatever they wanted. As I had started to move my arms and leg a lot to control pain. They tied my arms and leg to the chair.

Even after waxing the girls continued on other areas, they didn't even tell me what they were doing. I would just stare helplessly. I could feel one girl tweezing my eyebrows. While another had pierced my ears. After they were done another girl started to do make up. While this was going on two girls had gone for shopping after taking my measurement. One girl whose parlor it was brought special creams and applied them all over my body which made it feel smooth and soft. She even got breast forms and wig that she super glued to me. By the time these were done, my clothes and jewellery were here. I had stopped being surprised or argumentative. So when they took out a black bra and panty I wore it with their help without a hesitation. I was made to wear a purple salwar suit with a blue dupatta. All the girls gathered and took lots of group photos of the day that they created Shruti.




After all the group photos were done. I looked my self in the mirror. The wig was shoulder high. They had applied eye shadow, lipstick and makeup to my face. So that even i saw a girl in the mirror instead of a boy. I liked the feel of the dangling earrings as they moved when i moved my head. The necklace felt like it was belonged there. The dress fit well and was very comfortable like I should always have been wearing it. Even the few bangles i wore gave me a tingling feeling as i moved my hand. I started to feel like I was born to be a girl.



Now that my makeover was complete and I had been transformed into a beautiful girl. We thought to give it a test. One of the girls took me with her. She took into a rented house where only girls lived and i had to act and remain like a girl the whole time. I would also have to hide my identity. So the initial week went by where every day from morning to evening one of the girls used to come in the rented house and she would teach me one thing or the other about being a girl. I was taught to talk like a girl and how to do my own makeup. I had even learned to sit and walk like a girl. Everyday each girl would bring a new sit of feminine dress from their wardrobe which i could wear. I had finally started to settle down in my role as a girl. I had got so interested in being a girl that i started to learn extra things like cooking and washing.




After the end of the week. My training went to a new level as I had to get out and move in the city still dressed up and acting like a girl. I even did a lot shopping with my roomies and they even bought a lot of traditional dresses for me. I had to leave wearing top and jeans and learn to wear salwar suit and saree as they would be what i had to wear in the marriage functions. So every evening we went shopping or roaming in the city in top and jeans and when at home I had to practice wearing saree and salwar suit.





It was during this period that my sister had started forcing my parents that she wanted to attend the marriage with me as it was her diwali holidays. No matter what I or my parents told she was adamant. Now the girls could not let me get out of practice or waste all the effort they had put in. So when they brought my sister to the rented house, they had already convinced her. How they did it I do not know but when she came she was looking for her elder sister instead of her elder brother. She came to me and said - "Shruti Didi, You are looking so beautiful". That day I knew that I was born to be a girl.





Within two days it was the marriage and as was the custom I had to wear new traditional saree to take part in the function. I was not allowed to dance but was forced to do Pooja and attend all the functions the girl have to do like mehndi, haldi and sangeet. While the entire time I was being judged by all the girls as this was a public event and also my final test. They all tested me on how I walk, talk, sit, stand and looked. I had to control my feelings of seeing hot girls and staring at them. Instead if any guy looked at me to check me out, then I had to shy from his gaze. This feeling was making me feel truly girly and within minutes I knew a lot of guys were interested in me. So I to hide from lot of gazes while performing on my test. I had learned well as acting feminine came naturally to me. I even had started to sound like a girl and could not talk like a guy even if I wanted to.



After the marriage all the girls congratulated me for my feat. It is then I told everyone that I liked being a girl and wanted to continue living as a girl. They all supported my decision. Even my sister wanted an elder sister instead of brother as I always mistreated her before but we had lot of fun together in the marriage. The only problem I did not have courage to face my parents. Even before telling my parents I had to attend the college and convince people there. It was surprising how all the girls in the college accepted me.



So it was only the parents permission that i needed so all my close girl friends and me called my parents to a restaurant and I told my parents the truth. My mom was shocked and dad became sad. Although dad was a bit understanding but mom started crying. It took them a week for my new gender to sink in their minds. While mom still called me and treated me as a guy, everyone else treated me as a girl.



Finally graduation day came. I grew very sad as I knew it was not long before everybody would go their own way. To my surprise my friends had other plans. The three of my friends decided that we four girls should start our own company for women. so me and my friends stayed together and I remained a girl forever.

Marriage Surprise

It was another uneventful function at my uncle's home. A lot of female relatives were present there. One of the guests was a close friend of my mother as they had taught together in a school. She was meeting my mom after a long time, so the last time she had seen me i was small. When she saw me she said to my mom, your daughter has grown up a lot. I got confused and asked her why you calling me like this. She told me that during my childhood she and my mom took me to their school where one of their colleague had brought a frock for her daughter. They all had fun putting the frock on him. Everybody thought that in that frock he looked like a girl. Not only that when they took him to market dressed in the frock, everyone in the market also thought he was a girl. So they took lot of girl's dresses for him. Thus whenever they took him to their school, they would dress him in female dresses.

After listening to our chat, my mom commented that even if i make him wear a girl's dress right now he would look like a real girl. Everybody started laughing. My aunt seriously asked me that all the ladies would dress him up like a girl would he like to dress up. I started to explain to my mom that i was pretty young at that time, now if i wear a female dress everybody would laugh. Aunty tried to convince me that no one would laugh but i still said no and left the room. My mom followed me outside and told me that your aunt loves you a lot and you should follow what she says. I told her that there are many boys attending why don't you dress them up. My mom tried to give moral support by stating that he would only have to dress up before the ladies. At last i had to listen to her.

Aunty and my cousin sister

I went to where all the ladies had gathered. There was my mom, aunty, dad's sister, my cousin sister and 2-3 neighboring women in the room. All the women were laughing at me as they saw me enter but my aunt came to me and lovingly told me that when i dress you up, you will look so beautiful that they will have to shut up. I started to feel very odd about that. Then aunty and my cousin took me to a separate room. There i was told to take my clothes off. I replied i would not take my clothes off in front of you both. My aunt said that you are still a kid for us and so take them off fast. So i took off  my jeans and t-shirt. Then i was given towel to cover myself while aunty brought a very heavy saree and matching blouse.  The blouse did not fit me as it was a bit larger. Aunty whispered something in my cousin's ears and my cousin looked at me laughed and then went out. After some time when she came back, she had a brand new bra and panty set in her hands.
Seeing these made me happy from inside but i didn't want to show it. So i told aunty i did not want to wear these. My aunt simply said these were wore inside and so nobody could see them. She told me i am lucky that i am also being made ready along with the bride. They made me wear the saree along with the petticoat and blouse. The moment i was dressed up, my cousin started applying nail polish to my hands and legs. This was not all. They had got lot prepared my that time. Within few minutes they added bangles, necklace, earrings, nose ring and anklet which was followed by lot of make up. When i finally came out of the room in front of others. Everybody said that you had taken a boy inside the room but now you bring out a girl.

I got a lot of appreciation from everyone. I started feeling nice with all of them. It was not long when my mom's brother came in. I got afraid as i feared i was going to get scolded a lot but when he saw me he asked my mom who is this girl and how i have not seen her before. My mom told him that she is your niece.
After staring for some time he finally identified me and went back to get everyone into the room. Everyone tried to recognize me but were unable to do so. When finally they identified me then everybody started laughing. I started feeling pretty bad so i left the room and started to take clothes off. My aunt also followed me to the room and i had got so upset that i hugged her and started crying on her shoulders. She got angry and called everybody to the room and asked them to say sorry to me. Every first asked forgiveness and then started to praise my beauty. Uncle cracked a joke that it is nice that now we have a sister-in-law for the groom. After that everyone left.

My mom then said to the ladies that we should get Sakashi ready. They were curious who was Sakshi. Mom told that we should call me Sakshi for the two-three days that the function went. Then she called me inside and gave her suit to me to wear for the remaining day. I told her that the function is nearly over and i should wear my dress but then my sister who was to be the bride told me that i want to make a fool off your brother-in-law. She pleaded and said that she would be leaving me for her new home after tomorrow so i should listen to her request. By the time my uncle also came back and started to coax me. As every one present was pleading and forcing me. I had to relent and i went and wore the salwar suit of my mom. They started my making me wax my hands and legs.  My sister got so happy that she asked people to put mehndi on my hands. They also did my facial. Then we all went to sleep.

 The next day when i woke i was feeling very feminine. When i went to my sister and sat near her, she started teasing me and saying that your mother-in-law would love you a lot. I started laughing and said that when my brother-in-law would listen to my voice then all her plans will fail and he would catch me. She informed me that she had already talked to him and told her that her aunt's daughter is here but she has a throat problem so her voice sounds like a guys. She also told me that he said that he is fine having a sister-in-law no matter the voice. When i went to take a bath my sister gave me a Patiala suit along with a new set of undergarments bought in the morning. She told me to wear them after the bath. Later  in the afternoon my mom bought a lady to me who took measurements for a blouse. Later in the evening while everyone was getting prepared for the ceremony. My aunt took me with her to a nearby beauty saloon. One of the lady there was the one who had taken my measurement. I found out that she had been told everything about me. She told me that i will change you so well that nobody would be able to find out that you are a guy. If anybody would identify me then she will close her parlor. Then she brought a wig and lengha with her. Within moments i was out of the suit and my aunt was dressing me up. I first wore the ghagra followed by choli. Then they started my make up which lasted for about 45 minutes. When it finally ended i was startled to see me in the mirror as i had become very beautiful. I could not believe my eyes as i looked very pretty.

Then they added the wig and styled my hair. I also wore some jewellery. After that my aunt took out a red color mid heel sandals from her bag and made me wear them. They finally put chunni and completely set up the ghagra. We came back from the parlor to my home. The distance from my house to the parlor was only 20-25 steps But due to the dress and sandals it took me 10-15 minutes to walk home. During the walk i was able to learn to walk in heels as i got a bit familiar with them. The moment i reached there everybody started saying that instead of the bride we should put garland over her head. I went into my sister's room as by that time she had also returned from the parlor. One look at me and she said that today some guy is going to fall in love with me. I just laughed but did not utter a word. After some time the people from the groom's side also came and everybody got busy preparing for the function. I was supposed to hold the garland on stage standing near my sister. The guys standing near the groom started teasing me saying that we should have brought more garland so that one of them would have married me today itself. My sister introduced to the groom who in turn introduced me to his friends. They praised me a lot which made me forget that i was a guy. I was liking the comments a lot and started to behave like real girls. After that everybody had dinner and changed. I got to wear a purple net saree and as my sister departed from home so did I. Till this day i can still remember all the moments of that day. These moments i will cherish forever.